I am writing this during a layover back to the States. This experience has been absolutely amazing. I have made so many genuine friendships that I will forever cherish and have made so many unforgettable memories. I am physically and mentally exhausted, but this trip is one of the best decisions I have ever made. I was not prepared to feel this changed and emotionally attached to a place. New Zealand has been my home for a month now and I have come to view it just as that, “a home.” Learning another culture and way of life helps build character and to become more accepting of others. I have also gained a sense of independence and self-love. Going into this trip knowing not a single person in a place thousands of miles away was absolutely terrifying. However, that fear and anxiety is part of the purpose. Study abroad allows you to meet people you would not talk to normally and help opens your eyes to other ways of life. I am ready to go home and see my parents and friends, but this goodbye is so bittersweet. The late nights in hostels, gelato runs, and morning hikes will for sure be missed. If anyone is debating studying abroad, this is your sign to just do it. It is so worth it in the end, and I am heading home with a newfound appreciation for nature and just people in general. Something about exploring another country with strangers your age is a perfect catalyst for self-discovery. I have learned that nature helps ground me in times of anxiety or stress, and that I want to explore this as a career path. New Zealand you will be missed and thank you so much for the last month.
