I currently sit short of breath in my seat due to forgetting my phone charger of all things and sprinting to get one 5 minutes before boarding. I’ve known I’ve wanted to study abroad for years but now that it’s coming to fruition I feel scattered and a bit confused. Going to Milan has always been a far-off reality but now it’s here hitting me full in the face as I sit abroad on a plane that echoes the conversations of hundreds of Italians. I wasn’t sure if studying abroad was going to work out so I honestly didn’t do a lot of language prep. I have decided to be okay with the fact that I will be perceived as undoubtedly American during my time abroad. The man sitting next to me for my 7- and 1/2-hour flight is named Tony. He knows three languages and grew up in southern Italy. He cautions me to be aware of my surroundings and pickpocketers, making me all the more nervous. As I stew over these possibilities, he can tell I’m concerned and breaks into a warm smile saying, “But just remember, the biggest challenges you face are going to be the ones that grow you the most.” With Tony’s advice in hand, I am going with an open mind and hoping to get an understanding of what my international friends feel when they come to America to study. I have had the opportunity to make a lot of international connections through job opportunities and my education and I’ve always admired their bravery for jumping into a new language and culture. My friend Aimee from New Zealand told me to come with absolutely no expectations. My friend Riona from Japan emphasized the importance of having patience when learning a new language. Jumping out of your comfort zone is scary, but it’s a risk that will have so many benefits in the long run. I look forward to all that I will learn and see, hoping this journey will teach me new things and provide new connections. I may not feel exactly courageous in this moment but I’m excited for this opportunity and all that it holds. Ciao!
